5 Months!

Hello Blogosphere!

Its been five months since I've updated this blog. FAIL!

I dunno, I just don't feel the urge to blog. I felt so uninspired. I couldn't write my thoughts, Its been rambling around and I start to lose my train of thought. I think I'm crazy. haha c:

Anyway, Updates!

14th of December - Birthday. T'was ok, its not the usual oh-my-gosh-its-my birthday-today-its-really-major day. Me and my family dined out to celebrate my birthday. I could remember I only ate a few meals, not my typical self. haha

Christmas - YAY! Christmas is ok. We prepared great food to celebrate the yuletide. I've got a hefty amount of money this time, but I wasted it by buying gloomy bears off the net. Collector much?

New Year - Great day is great! I love new years, Its so happy and festive. Huzzah /o/

I've been addicted to poupee! Poupeegirl is an online dress-up game where you'll post your fashion items to get some ribbons (currency of the game) to buy some clothes for your avatar! Isn't that great?

peacout~

Chiane with LOVE ü

Almost two months.

hey blogosphere.

its been like two months since I updated my blog :o I've been sorely busy these past months. plates. assignments. ALL. all is but stress. ugh. I always feel like puking. I was thinking if I'll just write on my blog monthly. but if there great news and juicy gossips, I'll blog them right away. haha

anyway, those months was not really stress and all but there are a few moments where I thought of happy thoughts and memories :>

lets not reiterate the details shall we? haha.

UPDATES!

semestral break is here! we'll have our break for two weeks which is great! i could do and could start some things that I want to do. I could clean my ever cluttery room, reorganize my closet and dispose things hiding in the corners of my room.

the crush. I might not see my crush for the next semester, which is very saaad :< but we bonded last wednesday (10/14) so i'm pretty much contented that we're able to talk to each other before he moves to another school/stop for a year and take another course *but he doesn't know that I know that he's planning to move to another school/stop for a year and take another course !* BRAINFARTS.

ok. i'm having brainfarts. ugh

change of heart. I'm think I have a new crush! LOL. details would be posted for the next blog entry! he even viewed my profile on FS! *being shallow again*

I noticed that I always brag about my course or my busy schedule in my posts. Sorry 'bout that. REDUDANCY!

i'm really having brainfarts right now. so i'll stop here.


peaceout~


chiane with LOVE ü

here's a little heart for you :>

hello blogosphere ü

its been a really long time since I blogged about something. IDK but I’m not in the mood to blog or whatever and I don’t blog when someone’s around *sneaky eyes*

and whenever I feel the itch to blog, its not the perfect timing. I maybe in the jeepney or MRT/LRT or Ferry Boat, or I don’t have some paper to write on. bummer :[

anyway. I’m officially a college student! I survived college for the last 2 months and 10 days. haha

UPDATES!


I improved in drawing! its just awesome because I can draw now the things that I just see way back in highschool and I was like “ohh” and “ahh” but now, I could draw them!

I started to identify my friends. I dunno, maybe some of the people that I’ve mingled with on the start of classes didn’t became a part of our circle *sigh* but my dad said that it’s just really fine because this year is just the start of the college life. he also reminded me that its really hard to find a super permanent friend and we’re just in the “knowing him/her” and “getting used to” stage.

I learned to stand on my own feet. I felt that I need to make my concrete decision on things and not depend on the decision of others.

I also learned to express myself. I really don’t care if they hate me, well, I’m just being myself after all and I don’t do something that will be the cause to make them hate me.

I realized that my crush (previous post) doesn’t have the magic that I’m looking for. I also began to realize the reason why I had feelings for him that time: He has the qualities that I’m looking in a guy.

ONE WORD: INFATUATION

And he’s courting someone. so it indicates that it’s the end for me. *ouch* but it’s A-OK because we’re still friends, right?


enough of the drama. haha that’s all for now ü


peaceout~



chiane with LOVE ü

hey its me again :]

hello blog :]]

its been a month now! haha

i feel really giddy right now. i'm really looking forward to write onto my blog for a long time, and today is my chance ü

before the school starts, my best friend, cherish celebrated her birthday with us! as far as i remember, we had a blast that day. well, at first, we thought its gonna be a mess for some reasons but it turned out to be fine :]

AND I'M A COLLEGE STUDENT NOW :o

college life is pretty much the same as highschool. well, atleast for now.

my first day of class is pretty much the same as the first days of my high school. awkward stares, nervous smiles and introductions. HAHA good thing someone talked to me that day and i was able to remove the awkwardness.

i'm starting to love college life and sometimes loaths it. but its ok, i mean, college is waaay too different than high school in many ways. i have a good bunch of friends. and its too high school-y. :]]

and you cannot avoid having crushes dear. :))

good thing i have a crush right now. *wiggles* and i'm able to forget *toot*

*hint! " i have a thing for born again christians. xD"

religious much? noo. its just a coincidence. :]

and *toot* is so fourth year high school! i'm proud of myself now that i can flirt with guys. haha xD

BSID I-I is just great. i love the mix of people coexisting with one another. and i'm starting to blaff because i lose my train of thought. argh :[

i think i need to sleep. i'm having a hard time typing write now :o

PS: and about the busy thing on the previous blog, ITS A FACT!

our graphics and visual tech I is killing me!


peaceout~



chiane with LOVE ü

goodbye summer, i'll miss you part two *winks*

hello netizens ü

its 11pm here and raining, a perfect time to blog.

i've been itching to blog for the past three days but when i'll start to write, i lose my train of thought xD its eight days before the classes start, the college life starts *gasp* i always rant about what i feel whenever i think about college life. haha

my mom, my brother and i are praticing on how to travel from our house to our school for the past two weeks. i always imagine myself sitting in the MRT and LRT when i go to school, but i didn't realize that our trips on sundays are not that convenient on weekdays, especially, on the start of classes.

the trip is just traumatic *OTT description*

i'm not being a sissy or anything, but i'm just not used to go to school faaar from our house & ride several trains and jeepneys. so its a big adjustment for me to attend classes in PUP, compared to my trip to my BNAHS using a tricycle.

but i think i made that decision, daydreaming that i'll be independent but independence is a far cry from taking public transportation to go to school. haha

i said to my dad 2 months ago that i want to go to college in PUP to experience the "real life" and take a step outside my comfort zone.

i've been really thinking to go to UMAK this year, but i urged myself to meet different people because almost all of my schoolmates will be studying at UMAK.

i don't really understand myself. haha

i just want to extend my social circle. aight?

MOVING ON!

its really great that i'm back to my normal self now, sleeping early. *early = 12am* being a normal teenager in the face of the earth just like everybody does. haha i over-eat and can't stop eat midnight snacks just to let myself doze off. i think food is a great sleeping pill! plus its comforting but expect gaining extra pounds xD

i'm proud to say that i'm comfortable with my own skin. i'm actually on the bigger side of life *you know what i mean. haha* i dunno, maybe some people hate being chubby or what, but i really don't mind. even my parents "force" *emphasize force* me to lose weight. but i understand my parents. its really for the health purposes to lose weight. i don't care people throwing insults at me just because i'm chubby.

but honestly, insecurities regarding body issues crosses my mind. like the clothes i like that i can't wear because i'm big. its okay for me.

*seriously, i think we're talking about saying goodbye to summer. right? ü*

i want to thank the following things that made my summer less boring. haha :

gaiaonline.com

for consuming my time! i just love gaia. that's all xD

style.com // bryanboy.com// lookbook

for making my day and giving my fashion fixes everyday! and for making me updated with all the things related to fasyon!

plurk.com // multiply.com// facebook.com// friendster.com// tweeter.com

ah. the social networking websites! for meeting new friends and for burning my time *hugs*

and for blogspot.com!

for making my summer less boring by reflecting my thoughts and for letting me improve on how to express my thoughts. *hugs*

i think i'll be busy for the next four years. haha

i'll miss everything about summer. good and bad. and high school too!

peaceout~

chiane with LOVE ü

goodbye summer, i'll miss you :(

hello netizens *u*

oh noes! i have a total of 18 days before the classes start.

bummer. the time pass by REALLY fast. xD

anyway. have you watched the finale of gossip girl?

woah. a happy ending once and for all. haha

&& CHAIR[ chuck and blair] are now official!

FINALLY!

*cartwheels*

hahaha :P

UPDATES!

latest addiction: gaia zOMG!

the game is just LOVE. :]

facts: the real anniversary of my blog is actually tomorrow, haha.

my summer is a tad xDD

i did nothing but sleep, eat, surf the net, watch DVDs, and read books. i also went to the mall a couple of times.

&& i'm broke right now, from a recent shopping spree because i'm dying to spend my moolahs. haha

that's when i realize i'm a REAL compulsive shopper. haha ü

i dunno, whenever i save money, i really feel the urge to shop. haha

i'm crazeh. xD

woah. i'm kinda excited because i'll be a COLLEGE STUDENT after 18 days~

haha ü

and partly nervous because i'm officially a college student, the excruciating projects, the time management, the people you will meet, the professors you'll meet, the subjects that you'll study.

it gives me the chills. haha ü

no more slacker moments for me.

I bid farewell to summer. i will surely miss you EVEN its not a blast xD


peaceout~



chiane with LOVE ü

hey its been a year ü

hello netizens :]

oh, its been a year na pala since i started this blog

*cheers*

its been a bliss. i mean there's a lot of things i've written, reflected, and rant about my life here.

anyway. i hope i'll continue my blog for years *cross fingers*

haha xD

&& i want to thank those who read my blogs. *meron ba?* haha

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY BLOG!

peaceout~

chiane with LOVE ü