Almost two months.

hey blogosphere.

its been like two months since I updated my blog :o I've been sorely busy these past months. plates. assignments. ALL. all is but stress. ugh. I always feel like puking. I was thinking if I'll just write on my blog monthly. but if there great news and juicy gossips, I'll blog them right away. haha

anyway, those months was not really stress and all but there are a few moments where I thought of happy thoughts and memories :>

lets not reiterate the details shall we? haha.

UPDATES!

semestral break is here! we'll have our break for two weeks which is great! i could do and could start some things that I want to do. I could clean my ever cluttery room, reorganize my closet and dispose things hiding in the corners of my room.

the crush. I might not see my crush for the next semester, which is very saaad :< but we bonded last wednesday (10/14) so i'm pretty much contented that we're able to talk to each other before he moves to another school/stop for a year and take another course *but he doesn't know that I know that he's planning to move to another school/stop for a year and take another course !* BRAINFARTS.

ok. i'm having brainfarts. ugh

change of heart. I'm think I have a new crush! LOL. details would be posted for the next blog entry! he even viewed my profile on FS! *being shallow again*

I noticed that I always brag about my course or my busy schedule in my posts. Sorry 'bout that. REDUDANCY!

i'm really having brainfarts right now. so i'll stop here.


peaceout~


chiane with LOVE ü

here's a little heart for you :>

hello blogosphere ü

its been a really long time since I blogged about something. IDK but I’m not in the mood to blog or whatever and I don’t blog when someone’s around *sneaky eyes*

and whenever I feel the itch to blog, its not the perfect timing. I maybe in the jeepney or MRT/LRT or Ferry Boat, or I don’t have some paper to write on. bummer :[

anyway. I’m officially a college student! I survived college for the last 2 months and 10 days. haha

UPDATES!


I improved in drawing! its just awesome because I can draw now the things that I just see way back in highschool and I was like “ohh” and “ahh” but now, I could draw them!

I started to identify my friends. I dunno, maybe some of the people that I’ve mingled with on the start of classes didn’t became a part of our circle *sigh* but my dad said that it’s just really fine because this year is just the start of the college life. he also reminded me that its really hard to find a super permanent friend and we’re just in the “knowing him/her” and “getting used to” stage.

I learned to stand on my own feet. I felt that I need to make my concrete decision on things and not depend on the decision of others.

I also learned to express myself. I really don’t care if they hate me, well, I’m just being myself after all and I don’t do something that will be the cause to make them hate me.

I realized that my crush (previous post) doesn’t have the magic that I’m looking for. I also began to realize the reason why I had feelings for him that time: He has the qualities that I’m looking in a guy.

ONE WORD: INFATUATION

And he’s courting someone. so it indicates that it’s the end for me. *ouch* but it’s A-OK because we’re still friends, right?


enough of the drama. haha that’s all for now ü


peaceout~



chiane with LOVE ü

hey its me again :]

hello blog :]]

its been a month now! haha

i feel really giddy right now. i'm really looking forward to write onto my blog for a long time, and today is my chance ü

before the school starts, my best friend, cherish celebrated her birthday with us! as far as i remember, we had a blast that day. well, at first, we thought its gonna be a mess for some reasons but it turned out to be fine :]

AND I'M A COLLEGE STUDENT NOW :o

college life is pretty much the same as highschool. well, atleast for now.

my first day of class is pretty much the same as the first days of my high school. awkward stares, nervous smiles and introductions. HAHA good thing someone talked to me that day and i was able to remove the awkwardness.

i'm starting to love college life and sometimes loaths it. but its ok, i mean, college is waaay too different than high school in many ways. i have a good bunch of friends. and its too high school-y. :]]

and you cannot avoid having crushes dear. :))

good thing i have a crush right now. *wiggles* and i'm able to forget *toot*

*hint! " i have a thing for born again christians. xD"

religious much? noo. its just a coincidence. :]

and *toot* is so fourth year high school! i'm proud of myself now that i can flirt with guys. haha xD

BSID I-I is just great. i love the mix of people coexisting with one another. and i'm starting to blaff because i lose my train of thought. argh :[

i think i need to sleep. i'm having a hard time typing write now :o

PS: and about the busy thing on the previous blog, ITS A FACT!

our graphics and visual tech I is killing me!


peaceout~



chiane with LOVE ü

goodbye summer, i'll miss you part two *winks*

hello netizens ü

its 11pm here and raining, a perfect time to blog.

i've been itching to blog for the past three days but when i'll start to write, i lose my train of thought xD its eight days before the classes start, the college life starts *gasp* i always rant about what i feel whenever i think about college life. haha

my mom, my brother and i are praticing on how to travel from our house to our school for the past two weeks. i always imagine myself sitting in the MRT and LRT when i go to school, but i didn't realize that our trips on sundays are not that convenient on weekdays, especially, on the start of classes.

the trip is just traumatic *OTT description*

i'm not being a sissy or anything, but i'm just not used to go to school faaar from our house & ride several trains and jeepneys. so its a big adjustment for me to attend classes in PUP, compared to my trip to my BNAHS using a tricycle.

but i think i made that decision, daydreaming that i'll be independent but independence is a far cry from taking public transportation to go to school. haha

i said to my dad 2 months ago that i want to go to college in PUP to experience the "real life" and take a step outside my comfort zone.

i've been really thinking to go to UMAK this year, but i urged myself to meet different people because almost all of my schoolmates will be studying at UMAK.

i don't really understand myself. haha

i just want to extend my social circle. aight?

MOVING ON!

its really great that i'm back to my normal self now, sleeping early. *early = 12am* being a normal teenager in the face of the earth just like everybody does. haha i over-eat and can't stop eat midnight snacks just to let myself doze off. i think food is a great sleeping pill! plus its comforting but expect gaining extra pounds xD

i'm proud to say that i'm comfortable with my own skin. i'm actually on the bigger side of life *you know what i mean. haha* i dunno, maybe some people hate being chubby or what, but i really don't mind. even my parents "force" *emphasize force* me to lose weight. but i understand my parents. its really for the health purposes to lose weight. i don't care people throwing insults at me just because i'm chubby.

but honestly, insecurities regarding body issues crosses my mind. like the clothes i like that i can't wear because i'm big. its okay for me.

*seriously, i think we're talking about saying goodbye to summer. right? ü*

i want to thank the following things that made my summer less boring. haha :

gaiaonline.com

for consuming my time! i just love gaia. that's all xD

style.com // bryanboy.com// lookbook

for making my day and giving my fashion fixes everyday! and for making me updated with all the things related to fasyon!

plurk.com // multiply.com// facebook.com// friendster.com// tweeter.com

ah. the social networking websites! for meeting new friends and for burning my time *hugs*

and for blogspot.com!

for making my summer less boring by reflecting my thoughts and for letting me improve on how to express my thoughts. *hugs*

i think i'll be busy for the next four years. haha

i'll miss everything about summer. good and bad. and high school too!

peaceout~

chiane with LOVE ü

goodbye summer, i'll miss you :(

hello netizens *u*

oh noes! i have a total of 18 days before the classes start.

bummer. the time pass by REALLY fast. xD

anyway. have you watched the finale of gossip girl?

woah. a happy ending once and for all. haha

&& CHAIR[ chuck and blair] are now official!

FINALLY!

*cartwheels*

hahaha :P

UPDATES!

latest addiction: gaia zOMG!

the game is just LOVE. :]

facts: the real anniversary of my blog is actually tomorrow, haha.

my summer is a tad xDD

i did nothing but sleep, eat, surf the net, watch DVDs, and read books. i also went to the mall a couple of times.

&& i'm broke right now, from a recent shopping spree because i'm dying to spend my moolahs. haha

that's when i realize i'm a REAL compulsive shopper. haha ü

i dunno, whenever i save money, i really feel the urge to shop. haha

i'm crazeh. xD

woah. i'm kinda excited because i'll be a COLLEGE STUDENT after 18 days~

haha ü

and partly nervous because i'm officially a college student, the excruciating projects, the time management, the people you will meet, the professors you'll meet, the subjects that you'll study.

it gives me the chills. haha ü

no more slacker moments for me.

I bid farewell to summer. i will surely miss you EVEN its not a blast xD


peaceout~



chiane with LOVE ü

hey its been a year ü

hello netizens :]

oh, its been a year na pala since i started this blog

*cheers*

its been a bliss. i mean there's a lot of things i've written, reflected, and rant about my life here.

anyway. i hope i'll continue my blog for years *cross fingers*

haha xD

&& i want to thank those who read my blogs. *meron ba?* haha

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY MY BLOG!

peaceout~

chiane with LOVE ü

happy mother's day :]

hello netizens *u*

happy mother's day btw.

oh. i have a story that will surely touch your hearts after read it.

perfect for the occasion xD

This story begins when I was a child:

I was born poor.

Often we hadn't enough to eat.

Whenever we had some food, Mother often gave me her

portion of rice.

While she was transferring her rice into my bowl,

she would say "Eat this rice, son! I'm not hungry."

This was Mother's First Lie.

As I grew, Mother gave up her spare time

to fish in a river near our house;

she hoped that from the fish she caught,

she could give me a little bit more nutritious food

for my growth.

Once she had caught just two fish,

she would make fish soup.

While I was eating the soup, mother would sit beside me

and eat what was still left on the bone

of the fish I had eaten.

My heart was touched when I saw it.

Once I gave the other fish to her on my chopstick

but she immediately refused it and said, "Eat this fish, son!

I don't really like fish."

This was Mother's Second Lie.

Then, in order to fund my education,

Mother went to a Match Factory

to bring home some used matchboxes

which she filled with fresh matchsticks.

This helped her get some money to cover our needs.

One wintry night I awoke

to find Mother filling the matchboxes by candlelight.

So I said,

"Mother, go to sleep; it's late:

you can continue working tomorrow morning."

Mother smiled and said "Go to sleep, son! I'm not tired."

This was Mother's Third Lie.

When I had to sit my Final Examination,

Mother accompanied me.

After dawn, Mother waited for me

for hours in the heat of the sun.

When the bell rang, I ran to meet her..

Mother embraced me and poured me a glass of tea

that she had prepared and brought in a thermos.

The tea was not as strong

as my Mother's love.

Seeing Mother covered with perspiration,

I at once gave her my glass

and asked her to drink too.

Mother said "Drink, son! I'm not thirsty!".

This was Mother's Fourth Lie.

After Father's death, Mother had to play the role of a single parent.

She held on to her former job; she had to fund our needs alone.

Our family's life was more complicated.

We suffered from starvation.

Seeing our family's condition worsening,

my kind Uncle who lived near my house

came to help us solve our problems big and small.

Our other neighbors saw that we were poverty stricken

so they often advised my mother to marry again.

But Mother refused to remarry saying

"I don't need love."

This was Mother's Fifth Lie.

After I had finished my studies and gotten a job,

it was time for my old Mother to retire

but she carried on going to the market every morning

just to sell a few vegetables.

I kept sending her money but she was steadfast

and even sent the money back to me.

She said, "I have enough money."

That was Mother's Sixth Lie.

I continued my part-time studies for my Master's Degree.

Funded by the American Corporation for which I worked,

I succeeded in my studies.

With a big jump in my salary,

I decided to bring Mother to enjoy life in America

but Mother didn't want to bother her son;

she said to me "I'm not used to high living."

That was Mother's Seventh Lie.

In her old age, Mother was attacked by cancer

and had to be hospitalized.

Now living far across the ocean,

I went home to visit Mother who was

bedridden after an operation.

Mother tried to smile but I was heartbroken

because she was so thin and feeble

but Mother said,

"Don't cry, son! I'm not in pain."

That was Mother's Eighth Lie.

Telling me this, her eighth lie, she died.

YES, MOTHER WAS AN ANGEL

M - O - T - H - E - R

"M" is for the Million things she gave me,

"O" means Only that she's growing old,

"T" is for the Tears she shed to save me,

"H" is for her Heart of gold,

"E" is for her Eyes with love-light shining in them,

"R" means Right, and right she'll always be,

Put them all together,

they spell "MOTHER"

a word that means the world

to me.

For those of you who are lucky to be still blessed with your Mom's

presence on Earth,

this story is beautiful.

For those who aren't so blessed,

this is even more beautiful.

i'm touched after reading this. realizing that our mothers are very important to us.

&& they would sacrifice for us. *sobs*

anyway.

happy mother's day mom. and i love you!


peaceout~


chiane with LOVE ü

chick flicks

hello netizens *u*

its been quite awhile

anyway. i've just watched the movie "Angus, Thongs, and Perfect Snogging" after months of hearing about it.

here's the plot of the movie :]

On the first day of the school year Georgia and her friends, Jas (Eleanor Tomlinson), Ellen (Manjeeven Grewal) and Rosie (Georgia Henshaw) spot two new brothers that have just moved to Eastbourne from London. Fraternal twins Robbie (Aaron Johnson) and Tom (Sean Bourke). The girls follow the boys, who are exploring Eastbourne with their friend Dave "the Laugh" (Tommy Bastow).

Georgia then hatches a plan to get close to Robbie. Realising that Robbie likes cats she pretends her cat, Angus, has gone missing. Jas has Angus on a leash, but he escapes and Tom rescues him. Jas and Tom begin dating while Robbie is seeing Georgia's rival - Lindsay.

In the midst of all these, Georgia's father has been offered a job in New Zealand, and he goes to New Zealand to prepare for the family to move out with him. During his absence, Georgia's mum hires a handsome builder called Jem to re-do the living room, and begins to spend increasingly longer periods of time with him, making Georgia worried as to the state of her parents marriage.

In an attempt to "grow up" for Robbie, Georgia then goes to have "snogging lessons" with Peter Dyer (Liam Hess). He becomes infatuated with her and at a party the following night, he tries to kiss her, causing her to fall in to a bush and expose her underwear to Robbie, Lindsay, Jas and Tom, who see her on the ground with Peter. In order to get away from Peter, Georgia tells him that she is a lesbian. Tom invites Jas to go swimming with him and Robbie. Georgia conspires to meet them at the pool and brings her sister along as she is stuck babysitting her. While in the pool Robbie and Georgia kiss. Robbie then leaves, claiming that he has to "sort some things out" but that he will phone Georgia later.

A few weeks later Dave the Laugh invites Georgia to a gig for Robbie's band, the Stiff Dylans. After reading Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus GeorgiaGeorgia at the gig, but is stopped by Lindsay. hatches a plan to make Robbie to realize his feelings for her by going to the gig with Dave the Laugh. Robbie tries to talk to

At school, Dave finds out that Georgia was only using him to make Robbie jealous and so stops talking to her. When Dave tells Robbie that Georgia was only using Dave, he stops talking to her as well. When she finds out it was Jas that leaked this information, they have an argument, and they vow never to speak to each other again.

Feeling like there is no point in staying in England, Georgia decides that she would like to move to New Zealand. Before she leaves she goes to the beach for a walk knowing Robbie would be there and apologizes to him. Robbie tells her that he dumped Lindsay and he admits that he still likes her.

In the end Georgia's mum takes her to a club for the first time and it turns out to be a surprise fifteenth birthday party, which Jas had secretly organized with Georgia's mum. She is greeted by all her friends and her family, with Jas and Georgia befriending each other again. As a surprise, Georgia's father returns from New Zealand, deciding to stay in Eastbourne for a better job opportunity. It is also revealed that Jem is gay, and that his boyfriend is the owner of the nightclub. The Stiff Dylans are performing the song "Ultraviolet" which Robbie had written about Georgia, when they are interrupted by Lindsay who had come from her own party (to which no-one had turned up) and tells Robbie that he would either take her back or lose her forever. He tells her that Georgia is the one he wants, and he kisses Georgia on-stage.

hahax ü i love it to bits!

&& if you wanna watch it. here's the link~

http://www.supernovatube.com/play.php?viewkey=fbf78748d4d51529610b

i really love this film~

perfect for teenagers. haha

peaceout~

chianw with LOVE ü

if you seek amy xD

hello netizens ü

its been awhile na. haha

hahax ü why is the title like that?

i'm listening to it right now. xD

hello again~

btw, i received my plueys na *wee*

but.but.but

i doesn't fit me well :c

so i need to request a replacement.

well that's fine ü

omg. i miss you blog~

hahax ü

the keyboard is just screwed. argh

i can't put the exclamation pt. :x

enough of the ranting. haha

UPDATES!

i finished twilight an hour ago~

umm. that's all. xD

waa. i can't think of something to write :o

oh wait. have you heard something about JC Candera?

he's a creepy and heartless guy toward cats.

i've seen him in the TV. labelling him as the Cat Serial Killer

its very disturbing btw xD

the fact that he's from UP. ugh

anyway.

oops. my brain is very exhausted. i have nothing to write about.

oh well :D

peaceout~

chiane with LOVE ü

i can't breathe ü

good morning fellow netizens :3

its pretty weird that i woke up this early. hahax ü

i really wanna stay this way. a morning person rather than being a vampire that sleeps at day and totally awake at night. haha

speaking about vampires, i'm reading twilight again. for the nth time. hahax ü

i have a little hang overs about how gorgeous edward is and how he stays so utterly sweet to bella.

i fell inlove again xD

well, if you'll ask me. i'm quite doing fine :) i do my daily routines simple. i enjoy reading and surfing the net.

i always take a nap in the afternoon and i'm starting to eat alot :o

i miss my classmates whenever i encounter some things. like yesterday, it was around 6. late afternoon. i took a peek outside to see whats happening.

then i suddenly remembered my TLE class.

I also reminisce the times when we woke up early for class and i'll see the sun just starting to appear in the horizon :D just like now.

and i'm being cheesy right now.

hahax ü but that's ok.

i like ranting btw xD

till next time

peaceout~

chiane with LOVE ü

sky does cry ü

good afternoon netizens ü

its been rainy since yesterday. but i love it

i can always feel the sadness but in a comfortable way.

i can recall the happy times and sad times i've gone through

now its summer, i can reflect all day.

its been quite boring when my summer start. its always the same everyday.

i quite miss school. i'm not a natural slacker xD

anyway. something really bothers me these days.

i always think of someone important to me.

i dunno why. but its very strange :o

but i think i fall for that one.

hmm. i also miss the radiant seas and beaches.

but now, i think it'll gonna be rainy for the following days :D

but its fine. i really love rain.

idk, i'm just fond of it. the coldness it gives, and the pitter patter sound it makes on the roof.

and i love to blog when it rains. its really comfortable to reflect and to pour all your thoughts.

oh, i'm gonna be a college student SOON.

i think the pace of life is quite fast. and sooner i'll be an adult. working for a living.

*sighs*

anyway. that's part of our lives hahax ü


i haven't plan some things yet. but i really like to do some of these stuff:


* i'll read twilight AGAIN. its probably my fourth time to read it. xD

* i wanna go to a club. hahax ü

* make a scrapbook

* clean my room. [its tidy. but i just want to make it more tidier xD]

* and a lot more unplanned :D


i've been recently bored on texting. but i do want to catch up with my friends. but i think i want to be alone. LONER haha ü


well, i hope it'll rain again tomorrow xD

peaceout~

chiane with LOVE

total geekiness

Originally written on the 28^th of January, 2009 but due to lack of internet connection, I chose to write on Microsoft Word. Okay? *winks*

FUN FUN FUN ! A day full of happiness and energy ! Its our first time with a bunch of my friends to hang out on the school library since we’re not used to go there.

Originally , I planned with my BFFs a.k.a cheesekeykx to go to the school library to finish some assignments given to us since our teacher in social studies said the our assignment is kinda hard

Anyway , they didn’t manage to make it ‘coz che’s mom might scold at her for coming home from school late so I let them go home early.

A few of my good friend accompany me to go to the library, namely : jayvee , Abigail and his boyfie and lovern .

As we do our assignment , my friends crack jokes and we began to make a bit noise! Good thing the librarian is busy that time.

Since I’m a total camwhore , I really don’t miss the chance taking pictures of my happy moments with my friends. So I took my cellphone and began taking pictures ! Then abbie asked me if she can take the pictures and I let her do it. We posed funny poses and we opt for a sequence shot and that’s when the fun increased. We laughed at our funny poses and we tried to imitate one of teachers!

It’s a really fun day !

peaceout~

chiane with LOVE