goodbye summer, i'll miss you part two *winks*

hello netizens ü

its 11pm here and raining, a perfect time to blog.

i've been itching to blog for the past three days but when i'll start to write, i lose my train of thought xD its eight days before the classes start, the college life starts *gasp* i always rant about what i feel whenever i think about college life. haha

my mom, my brother and i are praticing on how to travel from our house to our school for the past two weeks. i always imagine myself sitting in the MRT and LRT when i go to school, but i didn't realize that our trips on sundays are not that convenient on weekdays, especially, on the start of classes.

the trip is just traumatic *OTT description*

i'm not being a sissy or anything, but i'm just not used to go to school faaar from our house & ride several trains and jeepneys. so its a big adjustment for me to attend classes in PUP, compared to my trip to my BNAHS using a tricycle.

but i think i made that decision, daydreaming that i'll be independent but independence is a far cry from taking public transportation to go to school. haha

i said to my dad 2 months ago that i want to go to college in PUP to experience the "real life" and take a step outside my comfort zone.

i've been really thinking to go to UMAK this year, but i urged myself to meet different people because almost all of my schoolmates will be studying at UMAK.

i don't really understand myself. haha

i just want to extend my social circle. aight?

MOVING ON!

its really great that i'm back to my normal self now, sleeping early. *early = 12am* being a normal teenager in the face of the earth just like everybody does. haha i over-eat and can't stop eat midnight snacks just to let myself doze off. i think food is a great sleeping pill! plus its comforting but expect gaining extra pounds xD

i'm proud to say that i'm comfortable with my own skin. i'm actually on the bigger side of life *you know what i mean. haha* i dunno, maybe some people hate being chubby or what, but i really don't mind. even my parents "force" *emphasize force* me to lose weight. but i understand my parents. its really for the health purposes to lose weight. i don't care people throwing insults at me just because i'm chubby.

but honestly, insecurities regarding body issues crosses my mind. like the clothes i like that i can't wear because i'm big. its okay for me.

*seriously, i think we're talking about saying goodbye to summer. right? ü*

i want to thank the following things that made my summer less boring. haha :

gaiaonline.com

for consuming my time! i just love gaia. that's all xD

style.com // bryanboy.com// lookbook

for making my day and giving my fashion fixes everyday! and for making me updated with all the things related to fasyon!

plurk.com // multiply.com// facebook.com// friendster.com// tweeter.com

ah. the social networking websites! for meeting new friends and for burning my time *hugs*

and for blogspot.com!

for making my summer less boring by reflecting my thoughts and for letting me improve on how to express my thoughts. *hugs*

i think i'll be busy for the next four years. haha

i'll miss everything about summer. good and bad. and high school too!

peaceout~

chiane with LOVE ü