I feel sick and appalled...

too...much...burden...



since recent events happened this week... I feel sick into the point that I wanna puke... x_x



1st, my never-ending worries about my crush... shocks! he's not even my BF! but I really worry about him... =(



2nd, fights and conflicts in our class... I hate it... even my friend got bragged about the situation and I'm really worried about her...



3rd, my personality problems... I hate people labelling me as something like this, and something like that... I hate it the MOST! I know I have traits that may appall other people but... don't ever EVER label me for who i am not...



4th, the conflicting personalities in our class... those who have strong personalities tend to bump each other *not literally* I mean, their outlook in life and their personal beliefs ... o_o



5th, the cat-dog relationship of my friends, GAWD! they tend to stab each other backs and I found that really ridiculous... don't they understand that talking heart to heart will resolve this chaos in our class?! WTF! I don't want to hate my class, but they are giving me reasons to hate it... they I tend to control my anger about that matter... I try to be composed and calm... *argh*




I hate to be a killjoy in our class, but I can see the future of our class... CHAOTIC



P.S.
sorry for the language medium of this entry, I tend to speak "tagalog" but out of my furious state, I made the entry in english...



'till here


full of annoyance,


Chiane