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hello blogosphere ü

its been a really long time since I blogged about something. IDK but I’m not in the mood to blog or whatever and I don’t blog when someone’s around *sneaky eyes*

and whenever I feel the itch to blog, its not the perfect timing. I maybe in the jeepney or MRT/LRT or Ferry Boat, or I don’t have some paper to write on. bummer :[

anyway. I’m officially a college student! I survived college for the last 2 months and 10 days. haha

UPDATES!


I improved in drawing! its just awesome because I can draw now the things that I just see way back in highschool and I was like “ohh” and “ahh” but now, I could draw them!

I started to identify my friends. I dunno, maybe some of the people that I’ve mingled with on the start of classes didn’t became a part of our circle *sigh* but my dad said that it’s just really fine because this year is just the start of the college life. he also reminded me that its really hard to find a super permanent friend and we’re just in the “knowing him/her” and “getting used to” stage.

I learned to stand on my own feet. I felt that I need to make my concrete decision on things and not depend on the decision of others.

I also learned to express myself. I really don’t care if they hate me, well, I’m just being myself after all and I don’t do something that will be the cause to make them hate me.

I realized that my crush (previous post) doesn’t have the magic that I’m looking for. I also began to realize the reason why I had feelings for him that time: He has the qualities that I’m looking in a guy.

ONE WORD: INFATUATION

And he’s courting someone. so it indicates that it’s the end for me. *ouch* but it’s A-OK because we’re still friends, right?


enough of the drama. haha that’s all for now ü


peaceout~



chiane with LOVE ü